Sassy Southern Mama

Ugh! My posts are becoming more and more infrequent. Since my last post, I had my baby, relocated again, got married, and most recently lost my dear sister. It's hard to put into words how my heart has been broken. On March 9, we lost my sister unexpectedly. The days since have been a whirlwind of emotions. It's like crying is the only way to ease the pain, but I can't cry enough tears to make the pain stop. Nika had been the center of our family for so long, that it is hard to go through the day without being mad that she's gone. In Nika's honor, I have started a scholarship fund, but it hurts me even more that no one is donating to it. I have had five donations totaling $310 since March 16, which I guess is pretty good, but I want to be able to help students this year. I will not stop working until I get this the way that it should be.

I didn't realize it had been so long since I last posted. It's been almost two years and sooo much has changed. I left my job in Jacksonville and moved back to Georgia (Savannah). I got un-engaged in a very dramatic way. I met someone else and started in a new relationship and now I'm pregnant! Who would have ever thought that at the age of 34 I would be pregnant with my first child? I am so happy and so scared. Not sure if I will be a good mom or not, but I know I have loved him since all four of those pregnancy tests said "positive." Anyway, I will post again soon because there is so much that I need to tell you, but right now I have to go!